A gripping story of trauma and recovery in After The Fire by Will Hill
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Book review: After The Fire by Will Hill
I picked up After The Fire by Will Hill without any preconceptions or prior knowledge of its subject and quickly became immersed in an intense atmosphere of fear, suspicion and confusion. The disjointed memories of survivor Moonbeam are filled with gunshots and burning fire. It is not clear how her family of Brothers and Sisters – the Lord’s Legion community – reached this devastating crisis.
In the aftermath of the destruction of the Legion’s compound, Moonbeam is recovering in a Secure Unit in Odessa, Texas. The teenager is unable to speak about the disaster where many people died. She picks up a paintbrush and creates images of a small house by the sea.
Process of recovery
Moonbeam’s parents joined the Lord’s Legion when she was very young. Her experiences have left her in severe distress and unable to trust outsiders and the authorities. Throughout the novel, Moonbeam begins to unpick the truth about her relationships with her mother, her friend Nate and other members of the community.
Other children and young people who survived the fire are also in the care of the Secure Unit. Group sessions allow Moonbeam to explore her complicated relationships with them. She feels protective towards the children, especially Honey, a younger girl who shows great resilience. Moonbeam is wary of older teenager Luke, who is unable to break from the hold that the cult had on him.
Moonbeam knows a great deal about how the community and its charismatic and controlling leader, Father John, advanced towards a dangerous end. But in the fire’s aftermath, her judgement is clouded through trauma and she is silenced by the preacher’s voice. The demanding screaming of Father John continues to fill her mind.
Through a process of adjustment and recovery in sessions with her therapist, Doctor Hernandez, Moonbeam begins to put together pieces of the Legion’s history from her scattered memories. Agent Carlyle who is investigating the events joins the sessions. He asks questions which can make Moonbeam uncomfortable and challenges her further.
Reaching breaking point Moonbeam has to choose whether to be honest to the two men who listen to her. Most crucially can she be honest with herself about her role in events?
The narrative of the cult’s journey into increased isolation, abusive rules and practices are gripping enough. But what really makes this novel so special and engaging is the way that Moonbeam tells the story through her therapy. The survivor has to build trust in her therapist and in the process she is going through. Moonbeam also has to rebuild her sense of self and her trust in herself as she goes through guilt and denial.
Telling the narrative in a non-linear way, as Moonbeam explores different timeframes of her story, works really well. The reader goes through the emotional journey with Moonbeam and feels close to her. I felt immersed in Moonbeam’s process, even sharing her initial distrust of her therapist.
Young adults who identify with the strong teenage protagonist will find this intense book a great read. It is a story of trauma, survival and resilience that adults will find thought-provoking and gripping too.
There is a fascinating afterword by the author Will Hill, revealing how the inspiration for the novel came to him. Hill is clear that After The Fire is a fiction. However, his research into the Waco siege of 1993, and the recovery of the children who survived it inspired his work. The book also has a useful section of Discussion Questions for study and teaching in schools.
Content and age guidelines
Readers should be aware that the book contains violence and a graphic description of a disturbing suicide. The publisher recommends it for young adults aged 14 plus and it is not suitable for younger children.
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